4/5/05

“Its been a while, sence could hold head up high, and its been a while sence i first saw you, its been a while sence i could stand on my own 2 feet again and its been a while sence i could call you.”

yeah im listen to that song right now!! its a really good song. so not a lot has gone on. havent talked to scott for about 2 weeks. like usual!! i txted him on sunday night and i almost said it was over but then i decided instead of him reading it on his cell with a text i would wait until he got his lazy butt on and then i will tell him. if he ever gets on. but then again. i mean im leaving in 2 months so why end it now when i know im just gonna pick him right back up when i get back to the states.

but anyways………………..

im tired. ive been tired for a VERY long time. im so tired of these years. i want to be by myself. have my own life. not have to worry about acting right in front of ppl. which i usually dont anyways but you know its the thought that counts lol.

so how is everybody doing?? me im good!! just hangin with chris, leah and ashley. well i better go. take care you guys!!

msg me!!