rip brandon

since valentines day the family dog, brandon, has had pneumonia consisting of a terrible cough and lack of appetite. my aunt and uncle must have taken the dog to the vet atleast 8 times and got shots and everything but all along i knew he needed to be put down. the past 2 weeks it was hard for it to breath without whining and this past week we’ve had to force feed or more so TRY to forcefeed. he died last night in their bathroom. it sucks. he lived a long life of somewhere between 17 to 20 years but still i wish they would have listened to me and put him out of his missery weeks ago. they ask me if wanted to come see him and i dont think i can…im trying to keep myself under control and seeing him will make me lose it. gah…today is going to be rough…