12/28/2009
i don’t actually have anything to say at the moment. things seem to be going okay for the moment.
i’m on 3 anti-depressants right now. only been taking them a day so i know i haven’t felt any of the effects yet. probably won’t for at least a month. it makes me hurt to know that i need to do this. but i do know that if i am going to get better and stop hurting the people i love, this is something i have to do.
not sure if i’ll have to stay on them forever. i hope not. but for now this is what i need to do to get better.
*nods* time to realize that i am the person everyone else sees in me.
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please don’t feel bad about taking medication for depression. If you had to take meds for diabetes or asthma would you feel bad? I know where you are coming from, though, since I have to take anti-anxiety drugs and I had issues with that in the beginning. Do what you have to do to take care of yourself. The rest of the world can take a flying leap. 🙂
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*hugs*
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I agree, please take good care of yourself! Thank you so much for the birthday wishes Noah! oxo
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How have you hurt anyone?
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Don’t feel badly about taking medication for this. If you feel this will help, and it does, then why apologize for it? Nothing wrong with it. *hugs* I hope you start to feel better soon. Let me know if you need anything, ok?
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Yup
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RYN: Thank you!!!
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*super hugs* I’m sorry that you have to do that in which makes you sad. From what I see, and what you show to people, you are a bright, talented, influential, caring person. Through all of this that you are facing, remember that. -Pandabear
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Noah, this is just this period of time. It will go away. You can let yourself be sad for a little, but not for too long, and your sad time limit is gone, so you’re better be happy soon 🙂 Happy New Year, honey!!!!! Be back on Jan 4th!!! love and hugs
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