michigan

i drove to michigan and back today.

to see calla.

i professed my love for her.  i apologized for so much, and we talked about everything that happened this summer.  i told her i had hoped she would give me another chance.

she said she didn’t know.  she told me she wants to believe me, but is having a hard time doing so. 

i don’t know where to go from there.  i guess now i just wait.

– noah

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December 6, 2009

That was very sweet of you to drive here to apologize and tell her how you feel. I hope whatever happens, you are both able to learn from whatever happened and move on in a healthy way. Take care

December 6, 2009

Good for you for taking the first step. 🙂

December 6, 2009

ryn: 🙂 Yeah… I sure did take that pic! Thank you for your compliment!

December 7, 2009

Wow.

December 7, 2009

Yes he is the one who HAD the gf. I’ve stayed the night at his place before, but always felt uncomfortable. I just don’t like staying over anyone else’s places…and never have on a work night. IT just seems like a big step to me 🙁

December 7, 2009

well, you have done what you can. if she doesn’t know her heart, if she can’t sort it out and trust you, then it is time to move on. I am not sure you can keep doing this to yourself. Take care, sweet man. Enjoy your Christmas

December 7, 2009

*having fingers crossed so everything works out perfectly for you two* ~hugs~

December 7, 2009

I’m not trying to be a Debbie Downer here, but did SHE apologize to YOU for anything? For her behavior? For her demands? For taking life out on you and saying horrible things? I hope she did. Because it takes two to make a relationship and it takes 2 to break it.