harumph
so i wrote this long entry yesterday………… and deleted it.
it was crap. i mean, it explained my feelings/emotions at that particular moment, but i think only i could understand, (or maybe martians…) so i scrapped that piece of… of… something. (i had nothing…. nothing!)
i’ll tell you what it was about though. someone i consider a friend is having a hard time with a situation. and for some reason i feel quite a bit of pain when ever i hear about whats going on. i don’t know if its just a sympathy heartache, or if i truly and bothered by the fact that my friend is hurting. (i’m hoping its the latter)
i tend to feel strong emotions when ever my friends go through hard times. i love my friends, and would do anything for them. i’m just not sure i understand the whole feeling their pain thing. granted, i’m positive it isn’t nearly as strong, but it is there nonetheless. oh well.
anyway, the entry i wrote last night was long, confusing and probably in a language that has yet to be invented. go figure. lol
hope everyone is well, and for any of my friends here that are hurting, don’t hestitate to share the load.
much love to you all
– noah
*hugs*
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RYN: Thanks… I am pretty big on giving more than second chances..especially with some one I love…I’m probably just being over dramatic and sensitive anyway. P.S. You shouldn’t delete those kinds of entries. Who cares if it only makes sense to you? It just feels good getting those feelings out there…=)
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I’m the same!!! I have a friend who was in a very serious accident before I knew her. It still affects her today and when she talks about it I can see and feel her pain. It makes me cry. I hate the fact that those I love are human and feel pain and hurt…
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thank you.
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ryn: no, it does not make me like you less…sheesh. i never watched it until the 4th season. 🙂
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Awww! *huggles* Please, we all have our own language here! I know my family who have internet access never venture to my Diary cause they have no idea what language it is in and they get tumors trying to comprehend the madness of it all! Madness I tell you!!! Mwa ha ha ha
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lovelove
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Ryn… yawww Noah is fabulous. Wheee!
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You are such a sweetheart. Hugs to you.
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RYN: Her family came over and told me what she did to her Sister. Her Sister was even telling us what she did. And she started to get upset and cry. I started to get mad. So all I could do at the time was vent through my writing. So that is just what I did!
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Ah I have uncovered a new diary to read all day, this is brilliant. I get you on the whole feeling friend’s pain thing, I do it too. It hurts so real.
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I love that you used the word martian. I am going to start calling people martians. HAHAHAHAHA! Too funny!
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