its like i’m in high school again!

i’m really excited.  and totally awake.  why you ask?

well, besides the normal reasons of me not sleeping (i.e. not tired, strange sleep patterns…) i have a good reason tonight.

granted, i was excited a week or so ago with certain news i received (which incidently flared up again because i was reading through the score… again… lol).  however, something today has compounded the issue.

what could it possibly be, i’m sure you’re wondering!  well, let me preface…

i went to visit my friends from college, Trista and Val, who are now living together is a BEAUTIFUL home in Seattle (i’m so freakin’ jealous… i was on the original list of people that might have lived with them… DAMMIT!)  anyway, i digress.  i get there and i come in and hugs all around (have i mentioned, i’m a very huggy person.  runs in my family), and they introduce me to their other roommate. 

Kim*. 

very beautiful (well… i should say, beautiful in my eyes.  i thought she was gorgeous.  but i have askewed sense of beauty apparently) and goofy as all get out.  not to mention smart (knows german and japanese) and laughs as much as i do!  beautiful smile, dazzling eyes (could have come from the fact that she was suffering from severe lack of sleep), and a winning personality! 

i spent 2 hours with her trying to deduce whether or not she was seeing anyone.  well… i thought at one point in the conversation that she mentioned someone.  needless to say i was kind of bummed (which i kept very secret).  so on my drive home i text the following to Trista and Val, "This might seem dumb, and a little callous, but is kim seeing someone?"  i drove all the way home and didn’t hear anything which meant that my suspicions were confirmed.  or so i thought.  i get into my bedroom and i have a message on MSN from Val that says: "No, she’s VERY single."

needless to say i will not be getting to bed in awhile.  now if only i could figure out a way of knowing if she was interested in me.  granted, she only met me for about 2 hours, but hey… happened to me. 

of course, that would be too much to ask though… lol

– noah

* – insert heavy sigh and starry eyes…