no real reason

so i was doing quite well with what has gone on lately…

until today.

we are getting the last of his stuff to go to California with two of his sons.  the rest have all gone home.  well, we were looking through boxes and i found a bunch of old books i want to read.  also we found tons of old pictures and all sorts of unimaginable stuff…

then i found a framed picture of the Declaration of Independence.  i’m not sure why, but i just broke down…

i realised something during the service (celebration) on wednesday…  i get all my eccentricities from him.  my grandfather was very eccentric and he revelled in it…

well, now its my turn and i plan to do the same. 

he had a bag he took with him everywhere…  he called it the Mildred Bag.  it was the only posession i received, and it is to become my new bag for taking all my music where ever i go…

its a rough leather bag with no top. 

i’m just sad he didn’t get to see me do well…  i always felt like he was the only true supporter, even though he couldn’t always attend everything.

well… i’m off to finish up what i can.  thank you all for your support.

love
– noah