endless maybes

ahhh! i’ve been having an abdomen melt-down. it’s okay, i just don’t want to move, ever!
tomorrow is the 25th. which is the day i lived, but not the day i was born….thats in september.
in april of 1997 i was diagnosed with brain cancer. on july 25th i had surgery that was supposed to ruin my life(speech impairment, severe learning disabilities, etc)
unless someone forgot to tell me, none of that happened. i am damn lucky.
well tomorrow is ten years post-op. and experts say 5 is remission for life, 10 is remission forever.
so unless some terrible chemical causes a tumor to grow tonight 😉 i am good, forever.
the hardest part about hannah’s cancer experience is that it has run nearly paralell to mine. i was diagnosed april 9th, she was april 3rd
i had my first big test may 5th, she started chemo may 4th. i had surgery on july 3rd, she had surgery on july 2nd, my big surgery is tomorrow…she gets the results of her surgery on wednesday.

what a decade.

to summarize the weekend…
wednesday
bw3’s
bohemian rhapsody
the lamp post
booby trap training school

thursday
work
new roomates
movie time

friday
bowling with the ladies
dancing with the ladies
eating TONS of pizza
anything but pants party
the almost was orgy

saturday
beatles shirt
keg cups!
ej and at
rosie the rivetor
bradford
NEW APARTMENT

sunday
tanning
swimming
reading
cleaning
sleeping