manic monday on a tuesday

my tour book and i just spent a good hour together. sigh. i’m a ridiculous dork. but i think it’s acceptable for the first time. i mean, i can’t get excited about london, it’s practically my back yard. and the two times i’ve been there, one i was exhauseted and jet lagged, and the second time i was visiting friends.
but paris, oh paris. it’s my saving grace. five whole days by myself. i have NEVER done something like this. i mean, besides smith, but i had a roomate and etc. but this, oh wowie wow. time to reflect.
i’m going to bring my fifth and get hammered the first night, and just watch telly and journal. lots of dance clubbing is anticipated.
other than that nothing has happened since my afternoon update. i’m just sharing my joy. can’t really contain it.
i’ve been telling myself everyday that i will start to work out. that needs to happen ASAP!!!
sigh, i like the graham colton band.
speaking of grahams…haven’t thought of my ex-date guy in while, it’s been nearly a year and a half. god…funny where life takes you. right about now…a year ago…i got in a fight with a receptionist, got drunk at 2pm and mika and i had a bbq. lol, thank god for LJ. i wore a tank top that day, because it was so warm. i remember it now…
the whole crutches thing came crashing down on me. i was just sick of everything.
but i was also sleeping with jay then. damn he was good. i should re-add him to my AIM. rekindle some flirts. WTF!!! that ass deleted me from facebook! he’s seriously going to pay. he had a fetish with my cast anyway.
well off to pursue other lost objects of love. highschools a bitch, i just can’t stop reliving it.
ma’am

serious devotion