funny kind of thing

okay. so i have established that things in my life are flawed. and that it is really time for a change. i know this, and think it repeatedly. now, it is just time to figure it out and move on.
I finished the celestine prophecy this afternoon. I’ve noticed the coincidences….but i’m just not sure if i’m ready to put the time, or effort into a new life. the worst part about change is that i am so settled into my current habits and patterns.
i’m going to start the tenth insight tonight….after that i’m hoping to do a lot more reading about the subject.
i feel like the future is just beyond my reach.
the coincidences are going to become less and less, since i am so very far away.
i really do believe this, and i think that it could be real.
all a matter of perspective.