Have to cam

 To pay for things. No choice. I need a computer for dan because he constantly needs to be on the computer or else he will be bored and depressed. His only hobby is playing video games and watching cooking shows. So I will buy a laptop for myself and he will use this one just because thats how it works it guess.

Anyways I need to write more but i can’t because dan wants to use the comp which is also why i haven’t written about sonshine. No time to think and write.

Need money for food and for things like that.

Need money for my own place. Need money to live.

Can’t get a real job cause of my anxiety. Not a cop out, not an excuse, really. Don’t feel like explaining. Made 14.50 today. Plan on making 100 a week. Thats a lot less than I was working. I used to make 1000 a week.