Up & Down

 

 

 

Yep. That’s been my mood today. This morning I just felt kinda depressed about the whole situation. It got better as the day went on, but then towards the end of work I kinda got depressed again. I dunno. Normal I guess. Everyone’s been asking me how it went yesterday and how I’m dealing with the whole thing. I’m dealing, that’s about it. I know it will get better each day. I know it’s for the best. But knowing it doesn’t make it much easier. There were moments today that I just wanted to bawl. And there were moments when I would bust a gut laughing over something one of the guys said. Like I said, up and down.

The girls are doing good. Nothing seems different to them. Daddy hasn’t lived here for a while and they adjusted to it pretty well. They can tell I’m kinda off though, and they keep hugging me and kissing me. Then they go and make lotsa noise and trouble to make me laugh. During supper, I had the Sirius Country channel on the TV playing some music, and there they were, bopping along in their chairs smiling with mouthfuls of mashed potatoes. It was a riot! Definitely picks up my mood when they are goofy.

Thanks for the well wishes and the hugs, they’re always appreciated. And I know it will get better. And easier. It’s just hard right now.

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