I know I know

I know it’s been forever since I have written anything.  I just haven’t been very motivated.  Work sucks up alot of my time and then I am so tired when I get home I don’t feel like writing.  But work is going well and I am thankful that I have finally found a job that I love.

Hmmm…so let’s see…where to begin.  Well I had a miscarriage a few weeks ago and even though we weren’t ready to have a baby it was very upsetting.  And then I found out even more bad news…I am going to have a difficult time having a child.  Apparantly my uterus is very tilted and that makes it hard for me to carry a baby full term.  Not impossible mind you just difficult.  But all the same it is upsetting because I want to have lots of babies.  We will just have to wait and see when the time eventually comes.

My birthday is in two days.  Whoo hoo!!  I am on a 4 day weekend from work as well.  Party time for me.  Tonight I am going out somewhere with Randi for a drink or two or three…Then she is going to spend the night and tomorrow we are going to go see Silky’s band play and get drunk off our asses. I can’t wait.  I love Broken Stigma…and Silky has promised me that he is going to play the 3 songs I requested.  Oh and the show will be broadcast live on the internet which is awesome for them.  Silky was actually on the local radio station and they played BS’s new song, which is also awesome for them.  Kinda exciting…maybe they will make it big time. 

Silky cracks me up when he leaves messages on my voicemail…He always talks in a weird voice and says some funny things.  I actually have 2 of them saved so whenever I am feeling down I listen to them to cheer myself up.  I just can’t help myself sometimes.

Anyways not much else going on.  Basically work work and more work here lately.  Hopefully we will get some more help soon and I won’t be as stressed.  We have alot of work to get done and not much time to do it.  I don’t even want to think about what it is going to be like at Christmas time.  Back to School is driving me nuts.  But I have a mini vacation so hopefully when I go back to work on Monday I will feel much better.