Countdown to Shane’s wedding

Okay Shane is getting married in two months, but that doesn’t stop me. I still no matter what will try to have him before he walks down that aisle. Even though it sounds impossible, Eddie told me to fight for what I want, and dammit that is exactly what I am going to do.

I shoudln’t even be thinking these thoughts. I am with John now, no more Shane for me, but I can’t help myself. I don’t even know what it is about him that makes me want him so badly. It’s not like he is D.D.G.(Drop Dead Gorgeous for those of you who don’t know). Something about him just attracts me. Not sure what it is, but I can’t help how I feel.

Oh sweet misery release me from this pain.