Mourning

Such a wonderful song is “Mourning” by Tanric. I can’t stop playing it. Over and over again it plays. It’s like I am addicted to it. One line of the song gets to me.

“So walk away don’t turn around cause I won’t be standing here”

Don’t know why I love that line so much? I feel like I have walked away from so many people, shut them out of my life, and when I looked back to see them again they were gone. There are so many people that I once knew that I miss. People I would give anything to see again. Sometimes I feel like I should just call them and say hey, but something holds me back. What do I say? What if I’ve lost them forever? I don’t think I would be able to go through the rejection. But what if they felt the same and want to see me again?

GRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!! I hate being so frustrated!