I want another baby!!!!

That’s right i have baby fever very badly. Kayley has gotten so big she has been walking for almost 2 weeks now. She isn’t a baby anymore and i think we are just ready for another one. Matt acts like he wats to have another one right now but when we tlk about it he gets so mad and is toatlly against it. i don’t understand him. He goes out and buys a big deluxe box of condoms even though he knows i really want to start trying again. It hurt but whatever i got over it. Every time we have had sex since then he has gotten the box out and put it i the bedside table but he never used them. I’m so freaking confused. Either he does or doesn’t want to have another one now. It can’t be both i wish he would just either talk the way he acts or act the way he talks. This whole thing is so freaking confuseing and it’s tearing me apart.