home sweet home

HOW DO I MAKE THE FONT BIGGER?????????

I ARRIVED HOME ABOUT FOUR YESTERDAY AFTERNOON. AS USUAL IT TOOK ME ABOUT EIGHT HOURS. I HAVE TO STOP EVERY MINUTE TO GO TO THE BATHROOM. EVEN THOUGH EACH TIME IS SHORT IT ADDS TO THE TIME IT TAKES ME TO DRIVE HOME. MOST PEOPLE TAKE ABOUT FIVE HOURS.

ANYHOW I DON’T THINK I WILL DRIVE AGAIN. I WILL TAKE THE TRAIN. THEN I’LL EITHER RENT A CAR OR DEPEND ON FRIENDS AND FAMILY.

TODAY I HAVE AN 80TH BIRTHDAY PARTY.

KEEP THINKING ABOUT ENGLAND. I STILL DON’T KNOW IF I WANT TO GO OR NOT. MY DAUGHTER SAID SHE WOULD GO WITH ME BUT THAT IS IN THE FUTURE AND WHO KNOWS WHAT WILL BE.

MY BROTHER-IN-LAW IS NOT DOING WELL. I AM SORRY I DIDN’T SPEND MORE TIME WTH MY SISTER IN TORONTO.

WHEN MY HUSBAND WAS ALIVE HE MADE MOST OF THE DECISIONS. EVEN THOUGH I DIDN’T ALWAYS AGREE IT WAS MUCH EASIER. FOR WHATEVER REASON I FIND IT DIFFICULT TO MAKE DECISIONS. MY DOCTOR PUT ME ON SOME MEDICATION FOR DEPRESSION. I HOPE IT HELPS. OTHERWISE I THINK I WILL MOVE INTO A SENIOR RESIDENCE.

I CAN’T SEEM TO MAKE UP MY MIND WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH THE REST OF MY LIFE.