10/25/2011

A lot has been going down…I got 4 acres….most of its wooded….I need to have a little boy so we can ride dirt bikes and play Rambo ninjas in the woods…..but that’s further on up the road.

I have a lot of work to do. The house is in great shape, but the land needs to be cleared out a little. I have oak and maple trees I can sell but most of the clearing will have to be done by my own hands…it has a creek running through it…it will be kinda fun learning how to build a bridge…

so much to do and so little time…

I have also been thinking of Jesus a lot….not so much about god and heaven and all that…just about Jesus….I see reminders of him every place I look and every time I do I cant help but think about his lost years….Jesus from the age of about 12 – 30 just vanished from history….Not one person knows what happend to him or what the hell he did…if he did anything!….. It crazy to think about…the most influential and powerful person ever to walk the earth just has a 18 year period where no one knew where the hell he was….and he never told anyone about it….not his 12 chosen…..No one……Jesus just walked around a child until he turned into a man and then just walked some more….just wandering around….becoming the truth the light and the way…That amazes me….It amazes me that no one teaches you this in school or talks about it…..I feel like its the greatest mystery in the world…..What DID Jesus do???!!!……..maybe he just wasnt ready….I bet he just wasnt sure about anything yet…like every other kid…he just wasnt sure what to think……….i bet he just needed time…..time to do some living before he cashed it in for us…..i hope he visited mysterious places and feel in love…..i hope he had his heart broken and got into a sword fight…..i hope he got to ride a fine horse……..I just wish I could have known him when he wasn’t so sure about everything….I wish we all could have….then i could feel better.

amen