I quit!!!

I am giving up my quest for God and am going to let Him find me. Hell, He already knows where I am. He aint lost! I am! So Im going to embark on a journey to find myself and its got nothing to do with geography!

Ive left Rose Creek Village and Im back home at my folks in Madison Wi. Im going to chill out and just see what happens. Im working on a non-service connected disability pension from the Veterans Administration because due to health problems (Chronic back pain, scoliosis,stenosis, arthritus, and syptoms from my hep c, deppression and fatigue) I can no longer hold down a full time job due to my inability to sit, stand, or walk for any length of time.

Heres a link to my latest entries on http://www.factnet.org/ which Ive been active on for several years now and it played a big part of getting me out of the Twelve Tribes Cult.

http://www.factnet.org/factnetcgi/discus/discus.cgi

Wish me luck!!!!

PS If theres any out there like me, I found this and its sooo me its scary! But theres hope and help!

http://www.philosophy-religion.org/criticism/addictionnew.htm

orlandodawn

July 6, 2006

good luck!! i actually just found your diary on random. i am new to this. and also on a journey to “find myself”

I hate my life

i come from ur close! *creepy laugh* i come from under ur bed! *creepy laugh agian* I sit next to u when you sleep and eat! *creepy laugh* AND IM THE ONE WHO LOVES YOU WHEN UR F****** DEAD!!!! SRRY i love doing that but im really i nice person!! GOOD LUCK

i live in orlando, near fashion square mall, do u know where that is?

oh, ok…well i have been here since i was 16. before that, born in west islip, ny and raised in central islip.

just curious, why did you leave rose creek village, you spoke so highly of it in the previous entry….if i am being too nosy, tell me to bug off.

honesty is a good thing… you seem like a cool person and i hope we can become friends and learn from each other. 🙂 thanks for writing. will write more tommorow…have a great night.

Good luck. Glad to have you writing again. 🙂

soulstice

welcome back, darling. 🙂

=3 (This is half a milk bone, b/c I can’t figure out how to make a backward 3!) I leave tomorrow morning. Got C’s number. I’ll call when I hit her town.

~everydayangel~

July 8, 2006

Hey, I’m from Madison. It’s a great place to find yourself, I think.

Read Wild at Heart by John Eldridge. You can get it from most christian books shops.