Holy shit! It’s an entry!

Friendship is so odd. You know that? I personally have a wide range of friends, many of who can’t stand one another.

Some friends that
are hypocritical slobs, some honest trim and proper folk. Some insane,
some predictible. Some do the stupidest shit I’ve ever heard, and some
make the best moves. Some are so put up on their ego that they don’t
understand why nobody likes them, others are so depressed or depressive
that they just bring themselves and others down. Some that have no
respect for anyone else, and others only respect those they feel
worthy. I know the psuedo intellect girls, redneck guys. Arts fartsy
people, as well as the intriquitly uneducated. People that lie to
themselves, people that lie to everyone else. People trying so hard to
be mature that they fall short in every aspect of life, and others so
far ahead of the game, it’s hard being around them. And many are
comibnations of said stereotypes.

So how the hell can I get along with all these people? I honestly don’t know.

But I’m friends with many of them regardless. but it’s difficult. Many treat me like shit.

Many of them just
can’t drop things that happened in the past. Others “joke” just to
insult me, but I don’t insult back, that’s not my style. It’s fun to
hang with them, but i just wish they wouldn’t talk. It makes me
embarrased to bring them near other friends.

Others i love to
hang out with. Just plain and simple. Might be one or two things that I
don’t care for, but hey, I’m patient and nice, so I don’t mind.

And for my
friends that think I’m picking on them, just stop there. This is
pointed at nobody, and nobody is to blame. it’s just something I
noticed.

The reason I
notices is because a friend of mine, Jake, i was hangin with today. And
the past few days. But he’s the type that will poke fun at my past and
insult. He’s hypocritical, and very political. disrespectful as well.
if that wasn’t obvious.

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Anyways, on to other things! How have you been? Good! Me? Oh, well heres whats up.

I’m waiting on word from the Navy, should be the next day or three.

Jake and I have been working on his cars. Mainly his ’88 Mustang.

I installed Gentoo and windows xp on my computer, so now i have linux again.

I’m enjoying
certain aspects of life, but I’m still not all that happy. =/  I
am, but only when im around certain people. which leads me to my next
comment:

I’m still mentally, and now getting physically, lonely. Oh fucking well.

As always,
James
AIM/MSN: Ziktick(@hotmail.com for MSN users) feel free to contact me. – jhoffoss@gmail.com
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Well sweetie, I wish I could be there to hang out with you but 100’s of miles get in the way of that. Maybe one day we’ll get to meet up and hang out. I just hope everything works out for you until that time. I’ll ttyl babe. Bye! ~Lindsey

April 19, 2005

My friend Chantae is like that. She gets along well with everybody. ~I’m Not Finished Yet!!

April 19, 2005

I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND ABOUT THE FRIENDS THING. I wonder if I’m a) a freak magnet or b) as insane as some of them or c) a chamelion that can change with my surroundings. Maybe I’m a little of all? Good to hear from ya!

April 19, 2005

Nice to see you writting again. đŸ™‚

April 21, 2005

RYN: I e-mailed that picture – hopefully you can help me out with it. I’d like to put it on my diary front page –

April 21, 2005

THANK YOU SO MUCH!