Forgetfulness

If there’s one thing I can’t stand it’s forgetting things. Everyone does it. Certain things it’s ok to forget. a not-so-important phone call, a name of someone you don’t know or care about, your work schedule two weeks from now. But there are things I never forget about, and can’t stand when it’s done to me, and that’s friendship. Nothing pisses me off quite like when a friend or friends get together, and go do something fun, but never extend invitations to me. They want me to be there, but expect me to get learn about it through the grapevine. Nobody will ever just call me up and invite me. Case in point, last night.

First, I was supposed to hang out with Nicole, Kiran, Nick and some other freak. Now, I aasked someone to call me once they got together, I knew they were going to go party. But in official party-like-us-style the night had to start at a resturant. applebee’s or bennegins. Then proceed to a house and get drunk. Now, I’m not much of a drinker, and I had to wake up early the next morning, so I wasn’t going to drink, but I would have liked to go to a resturant. So, I do some HTML work, and around midnight, I get a call saying they just left the resturant and if I wanted to come with. “Forgot to call you, sorry.” Oh well, with this crew, that’s HARDLY suprising. Even people I’ve known for 10+ years always jsut forget to let me know. “Yeah, we’ll be there at 7.” I call them at 11 “Oh we deicded to go somewhere else.” thanks for letting me know, dick. It’s called common courtesy, it’s not hard. and it fucking pisses me off.

Next up, Cassie is going to a club saturday (tonight) late. Well, we had originally planned on going to do something with Nicole and late since I close. Well, This wasn’t as big of a deal because we hadn’t made solid plans, and to me, that means what we do, or if we do anything at all is still up in the air. But she felt bad, though i told her not to, and canceled on stargate to come down here.

then later that night (1am, i have to be up at 6) Mikey asks if I want to go up to perkins where cassie, tina, and ericka are. Apparently they called mike to invite him, but not me. So, being the courteous person I am and not inviting myself (because that’s very fucking rude) I say no, I wasn’t invited, so I don’t want to risk going up there and not coming home until 4am, getting no sleep for work, when I wasn’t even wanted there. at about 1:30 I got a text or two, then a phone call from cassie asking why I wasn’t going. Well, I wasn’t invited, and I needed sleep. I didn’t sleep well the night before last, so last night I wanted to get at least some sleep. By this time I was very grouchie. Sitting in front of a comp screen for 5 hours doing a website, listening to my roomy bitch about how loud my music was (he needs total concentration while screaming in the phone, watching the TV (volume up to 20, so I can hear it perfectly), and PLAYING ON HIS GAMEBOY. Fuck you man. Fuck you. My msuic isn’t even up loud, and the fact that he has no respect for his noise level even makes it worse. Anyways, as I was grouchie, that was the deciding factor as to why I’m not going to head up to perkins. I did not want to deal with Tina, and I did not want to hear Ericka bitch, moan, complain and brag all in the same sentence for 2 hours. I would have gone had Cassie asked me to, I told her that, because I wanted to see her (I needed a hug) but she kind of agree’d to do something she doesn’t want, and have me stay home to sleep.

So now here I am. 4 hours of sleep just got back from work, going back at 4, then seeing cassie later tonight. Assuming we don’t get canceled on.

As always,
James
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