A lifetime in an instant.

How many of you have had this happen. Simply put, you see someone, exchange a word or three, then suddenly envision you spending the rest of your life with them, having children, being happy because this person whom you don’t know anything about, is exactly what you dreamed? Then they open their mouth and you instantly realize it would have never worked?

No, I am still with Fern. We did not break it off, nor have a fight of any kind. We are doing fantastic. But I realized the other night that I’m constantly thinking of my future, and now including her only seems right. But I remember when I first met her, thinkign the same things as above. But now, they’re coming true. Hey, cool. I’m not complaining.

I just thought I’d see who else does this? I mean, is it normal? For me to meet a customer at work say, and think I bet I coulda lived with her. No love, no basis for this odd fantasy. Just, “hey, she’s hot. I could tap that til I die.” I often want to laugh at myself. And I do. but things like this, they run through my head (along with many MANY other things constantly). Then I remember I’m in love with Fern and wouldn’t, no couldn’t. have it any other way. And all is well.

As always,
James
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QUOTE OF THE MOMENT: All my life I’ve been searching for something. Something never comes never leads to nothing. NOthing satisifies but I’m getting close. Closer to the prize at the end of the rope.