Dear Patrick

I have known you for quite some time now.. and it’s high time you received an entry that you have deserved.

Patrick, I owe you more gratitude than I have been able to show you in all of the notes or messenger conversations we have. I fear that familiarity has made me take your presence, friendship, and guidance for granted. I never meant for things to get that way. In all honesty, I feel a surge of gratitude each time you stop to talk to me. There are so many other people for you to pay attention to, yet you always seem to have time for me, whether I have a problem or not.

Which brings me to a rather important point… I am very thankful for all the times you have put up with me and my problems. No matter how down I’ve gotten, you’re always there with something to lighten the situation. You show me that not everything is the end of the world, and remind me that…. at least someone cares. I appreciate that.

I’m sorry that I frustrate you, and I’m sorry that I can’t change. As much as I want to be smart, witty, and as self-assured as you are.. I’m not. I find strength in you, though… and always have. I know it may bother you that I always look to you for approval, but your opinion matters to me…

Even when it does not seem like it.. your friendship and your views matter to me. Though it may not seem like I’m listening…. I do listen.

Thank you for all of your time… thank you for your friendship…

Thank you for your patience.

Patrick, I am eternally grateful for everything. I hope one day I can return what you give to me each day, even if just in part.

Always,
Kari