09/16/2012
I can’t help but feel like things just have to stay dramatic in my life.
Sundays always seem to be depressive days for me anymore. I used to talk to Amanda all the time on these nights. We used to talk for hours and hours when she got home from work or whatever. Hell in the old days she used to come over to my apartment and keep me company. I’ve been missing her so much lately. I told myself I would be totally okay if she would har decided to just forget about me. Turns out I am more miserable then I have been in a while. I think a lot of it has to do with this girl who try’s to get me to talk to her. I know I always say I wish I had someone and whatnot. But not this girl… She is nice and all. Just not my type! I really find myself to be shallow when I say things like that.ugh I need to go for a walk
You have to make happiness happen. Good job on the warrior dash! I could never get myself to do that, so be happy in that accomplishment. And you’re not shallow. You’re allowed to have standards. If someone is bringing you down, you have to let them go. It’s not right to lower your standards for someone who will keep reminding you why you are upset.
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Just cuz you want someone doesn’t mean you have to settle for just anyone! That doesn’t make you shallow.
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