07/10/2012
Something about me is off today. I find myself asking why I am not working out as hard as I should be. Why am I worried about what other women think about me? Why am I trying to talk to other women? Things with Amanda are kinda bad, but they are not at the worst. Why can I not get ahead of these damn bills? Why do I constantly wonder if there is someone else out there that can possibly make me happy!? Something is seriously off about me here lately, and i need to figure it out soon.
I just desperately want to be happy. Nothing I do lately does.
The bills are always going to knock me on my ass, I’ve come to realize. You’re not alone in feeling that way about anything. And there will be someone to make you happy. I know it’s the worst to hear, but it’s all timing. It’s when you stop looking and start living and someone comes out of nowhere. You’re gonna be okay. We all are.
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