06/04/2012

I haven’t been sleeping well again lately. I don’t know quite what it is about my bed but I find it less and less comfey every day. maybe it is time for a new one?  This weekend was full of work and more work. Friday was my day off and I was kinda hoping I could have seen Amanda, but I knew she was coming home. She wouldn’t tell me if she was home or not, and I think it was because she knew that I wanted to see her, and if she was home that it wasn’t an option. So I just took the good with the bad and went and worked out. Was there for nearly 3 hours. Then I went home and took a shower. Mom called me on the way home and asked if I had anything else I wanted to add to the Garage sale. I took a bunch of cloths that no longer fit (the ones that stayed behind after I donated all my bigger closths to goodwill. ) Turns out mom’s Garage sale was a big flop lol. She lives out in the boonies though. usually the only ones who come and buy stuff are the mexicans. However, I knew that this year was different because not all of them are back quite yet. Give it a month and this town will be crawling again.
Saturday was again workout morning. Mary and I did a crazy hard workout called the man maker and IT KILLED ME! I never get all that frustrated with the workouts I do. However, that day was killer. I couldn’t do the last thing it asked because my hands were hurting so much. I got so upset that I ended up swearing infront of mary. I never let myself get that frustrated so It was kinda upsetting. I did finish though so I guess that was a good thing. Then I had to go to work go figure.

Wasn’t really that bad of a night, because it actually went fast. yet we still didn’t get out of there early because we ended up having to call the cops on a customer who hit his wife int he view of my driver. and when I say hit, I mean closed fist hit. drew blood. I don’t put up with that shit. anyone who hits a women isn’t a man. They are a pathetic loser. Anyway, I got home around 2:30am, and couldn’t sleep. I decided just to stay up because sunday workout was at 7:30 and I knew if I tried to fall asleep it wouldn’t be till like 5 or 6am. and the chances of me getting back up were slim to none lol. Workout was a lot of fun though, it was mostly cardio ( my thing ) Bruce does an amazing job of organizing an event where everyone enjoys themselves aswell as works out. Then I had to rush home and shower before work. I had the long shift today because Tim was supposed to get back from drill around 5pm. Well my shift was 10am to 6pm. I made it thru the day because I brought my mens health magazine with me and read that during the slow times. Then we got really busy around 5pm, and stayed very busy. 6pm rolled around and no Tim. Then 6:20 rolled around and still no Tim. I texted him and asked him where he was. it took about 15 mins till he responded " be there in 5" He claims he wasn’t home from drill till around 6. and he was in the shower. He is my best friend and I want to believe him. but i know him all to well. I know he came home from drill and just passed out on the couch. Then when I texted him it woke him up and he went into panic mode and started rushing around the house getting ready for work. and then he texted me right before he left for dominos. I really shouldn’t compain because I was on overtime the entire day pretty much. It was just the fact that I hadn’t been to sleep yet. When I got home I told myself to stay up until at least 12 to try and get on a normal sleep schedual. NOPE… I didn’t even eat… I fell asleep at like 7:30pm on the floor with a pillow and a blanket. It was pathetic really. Didn’t wake up until around 1:30am. been awake ever since. So much for getting on a normal sleep schedule lol. Didn’t go to the gym today. My body aches so much from all the work I have been doing trying to sculpt my body lol.