05/12/2012
that moment in your life when you realize how good things were. then you realize where you are now and regret everything you ever did. I’m sick and tired of living like this. All I ever wanted was a family with the person I thought I could spend the rest of my life with.
"I can’t wait to figure out what is wrong with me, So I can look back and say that was the old me"
-John Mayer
Ugh. I know how you feel.
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*hugs*
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You don’t necessarily have to figure out what’s wrong with you so much as change what it is you don’t like. I used to be kinda terrible-not sure why, but once I recognized and accepted that’s who I was, I set about changing it. It’s not fair to lie to yourself about who you are. If you can’t trust yourself, then who can you trust? I don’t know why I was so power-hungry back then. I still am, but I can control it and channel it in to more positive endeavors! Instead of being all pissy at my boyfriend all the time, I just make my kick ass corporate commercials all dark and twisty =) You’ll be okay, bud =P
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