05/11/2012

I have to take my mind off of her. Everything I do just makes me feel sicker and sicker about the whole matter. Today was actually pretty good up until about an hour ago. I was asked last night around 9 if I would want to help out the flower shop next door and deliver flowers for them. I didn’t have to drive my vehicle, I got to drive a van. I got to listen to music most of the day, and I got to make people smile rather then bitch about the price of their pizza. I started driving for them around 11, and was only supposed to drive until around 2, however I ended up taking all their runs for them and stayed until 5:30. Hooray for extra money.

While I was talking to heather ( the daughter of the owner of the flower shop ) I accedently dropped my phone in the bucket of water they had for the plants. This is the second time I have dropped my phone in water. However the flowers kinda stopped it from going all the way into it. Still though, the speaker stopped working all together, and the middle button stopped as well. I got home and immediatly put it in a bag of rice, and put some heat on it. It wasn’t even an hour and the phone was working perfectly again. However, I did notice the water damage indicator was tripped on the bottom, but not the top. I still pay for insurance so to me I really didn’t care because I know I will be taken care of now.

Haven’t talked to Amanda all day. Haven’t slept now for three days. what is my problem?