04/11/2012

I just signed up for the Warrior Dash. I am so worried for what i am getting myself into. For anyone who doesn’t know what it is, i will leave a link at the end.

Basically it is this big long run, and they put crazy obsticals in your way. There is a jumping over fire, there is a running thru mud, there is crawling in mud, while going under barbed wire. etc. etc.. There are so many more and honestly I am getting worried. This is something I worry might be a little too much too quick.

Today I worked out for nearly 4 hours, and did a challenge that only two other people in the gym completed. I never felt so good about finishing something. Then when my workout partner got there, they made her do it and it was funny lol. She completed it, but not the full amount of weight. reguardless she worked her butt off too.

I went to mansfield after i worked out, and got a few groceries. Bought a new pair of shorts ( size 40 i might add!!! instead of 46’s ) The whole time i was there i swear i kept seeing amanda. I would see a car that looked like hers. I would hear a song that we both liked. I would glance up in the store and see someone who looked like her at a glance… then when i focused they looked NOTHING like her. I’m such a total loser. I bet I didn’t say but 5 words the entire time i was in Mansfield. All i did was see people holding hands, laughing, smiling, and kissing. I HATE feeling this way. it usually motivates me, but now i just feel it is mentally blocking me

here is the warrior dash link
http://warriordash.com/index.php
 

-Adam