Arghhhh!! I hate being with a guy sometimes!

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Colorblind by The Counting Crows

I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am
Taffy stuck, tongue tied
Stuttered shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am…fine
I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding
I am
colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am…fine
I am…. fine
I am fine

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I am just in a depressing mood. Why? I have no idea…The other night when I told Roger he needed to start being nicer to me, it kinda stuck in his head. YAY! BUT…tonight he just acted weird as hell. He was rude as shit to me. I called him on my way home from WalMart and told him I was coming by to get a pair of pants and a belt I left there like earlier in the week. Well, I got there and got out and as soon as I stepped foot on the porch he swings open the door and says here and hands me my stuff. I took it and just stood there. He says I’ll see ya later….I turned around and said bye. Okay, what is wrong with that picture. First, he didn’t invite me inside!! Secondly, He didn’t tell me he loves me!! Third….UH…That was just fucking rude!!

For the past 3 days I have literally spent my last penny on him! I bought him breakfast and lunch today and that took ALL my money my dad gave me for MY breakfast and MY lunch, but I knew he was hungry. I have done so much for him and this is how he repays me. God, am I lucky!?

Anyways, getting off the bitching mode….

Tomorrow the National Peanut Festival Fair is here!! OMG I’ve waited all damn year for this fair and it’s finally here! It’s always crowded the first night. I’m talking about 1000s of people!! Might not sound like much, but it is to me! People from all around come down for this! Roger and I are going opening night (tomorrow), but we’re not riding anything. The lines are like a mile long. *lol* We’re going to look at the exhibits and eat the food. MmMm….the corndogs and candied apples!! I can’t wait. It will be here from Nov. 4-13. Him and I are also going on the 10th cuz that is our 1yr. and 8 mo. anniversary and even though we don’t celebrate those little anniversarys we are this time cuz there’s actually something fun to do. If we don’t ride anything else, we will definitely stand in line for the ferris wheel!! That’s so romantic. Riding it on a cold night snuggling under jackets and….OH I CAN’T WAIT!! Ever since I’ve watched the movie The Notebook the only thing that comes to mind when I think of the ferris wheel is in the beginning when Noah climbs on the ferris wheel and Allie snatched his pants down…..that is hilarious to me. I think I’ll watch that tonight.

Ok.

I guess I need to start my report for my speech class. I have to write and memorize a speech about the history of a fortune cookie. FUN! Actually, it’s kinda interesting. I’ll have to post it once I’m finished. I get my grade back tomorrow on the paper about my brother (a couple entries back). I’m very anxious.

Alright.

I’m outta here. Oh Real Quick….

I want to say hey to [missyanne24]  and tell her congrats about her hubby coming home early and no more lonely nights…and I’m crossing my fingers for the baby to hurry up and arrive while TJs home!!….