Feeling Much Better

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so i feel so much better today!! i’m not depressed *duh* and i feel just all around better!! i’m eating and i’m smiling! major improvement! *lol* yall just dont understand how much roger means to me and to loose him would kill me. i told him that today. i told him if he ever felt like he needed/wanted to break up with me then he should, but just to let him know, by the looks of how i was with this stupid separation…..the break up would honest to God KILL ME!!!
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*he laughed. i have a very good idea this (meaning separating) wont be happening as much as he thought. he really acted like he missed me this past week. i hope he did. he said he did, but that was right before we had make-up sex. *lol* but i trust him when he said he missed me. although he did say it was quiet and peaceful…asshole! just over all i’m glad i got to write that happy 100th entry, i’m glad he came back to me and i’m glad he’s mine again! not that he ever wasnt!!!

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today was perfect!!

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goodnight everyone!!