HaHa Noter….!! *pokes out tongue*

Why At My House?

 

 

Honey, a break is a break up. Still calling yourself his girlfriend makes you sound obsessed.. [Descendant of Elves]

 

 

Why At My House?

 

 

(And I didn’t mean that as rude as it came out.. I didn’t mean for that to be a harsh note.. But you need to see that when a break happens it’s time to take a step back from the relationship. You can continue to love him, you can continue to hope for him, but you really need to re-evaluate what you have- the problems you have. You can’t just wish for things without making changes) [Descendant of Elves]

 

 

thanks for the note i guess. although him and i concider a break just that : a break. time for us to think about things. me and him are NOT broken up. but thats just us. [nothing but tears]  [p]

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Woo Hoo!! I was right!! In my last entry I said that I didn’t think him and I were broke up…we were just taking what we like to call  "self"  time. Just a little break. Well, I also said that at least that was how I felt about it, but I wasn’t sure if he meant we were broke up or not. I asked him tonight before he went to bed and he said NO we were NOT broke up.  

Ashley : if you and i are taking a break or separated or whatever….are we broken up?

Roger :  i dont consider us broken up…just on like a "vacation" from each other….

Ashley : so just taking abreak from each means just that….just a break for right now?

Roger : yeah…

Ashley : okay…much better.<

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Roger : ?

Ashley : someone on my diary left me a note and it wasnt too nice becuz they told me that a break means a break up and i was like NO!! 

Roger : ooooooo

Ashley : yeah

Roger : lol

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So yay!! Roger and me have been together every single day except for maybe 5-6 days for the past year and almost 5 months!! I kid you not….out of the whole time being together him and I are hardly ever apart. So maybe this  "vacation"  is good for us. We talked on MSN today and he did his thing like he wanted to and it seemed like he had a fun first day of being separated. I’m glad. I didn’t want him to just sit at home!! He wanted this separation for a reason, so he should have fun with it I guess.

I’m just estatic that he said we were not broken up!! That made me feel 10 times better with the situation. I know that probably sounds so stupid, but it’s a huge deal for me. That alone gives me *hope*…Thank God! I did ask him why he wasn’t going to tell his mother and he said she wouldn’t understand. I agree. I agree 100%, no arguement here…and he said that he told his grandmother becuz he knew she’d understand, but wants him to do the  "right"  thing, whatever that could be. *HaHa* He also avoided telling his best friend Dan which wasn’t a surprise becuz he told me he wasn’t going to say anything to him. I’m fine with that choice too.

Last night while we were out and before he talked to me about what he was feeling, he mentioned going to Troy Friday to see Dan and he invited me like always. I asked him today that if by Friday…if he felt like he was okay and had spent enough time to himself, if him and I could get back together 2 days early and go to Troy together. He said we’ll have to see. Better than a no, right?