Must Fall A-s-l-e-e-p

i can’t lay down becuz i know i wont be able to fall asleep yet. this sucks. tonight roger and me went to my dad’s fiance’s son’s (so pretty much my step brother’s) birthday party. big 11!! haha….anyways after that we went and met up with some guys and looked at their cars and compared parts and shit. *blah*

then roger and i came back here (to my house) and he started playing his xbox (yes, i still have it here…). i changed into my jammys and went in the living room and watched him for a while. then we started watching matrix reloaded. cool movie. he started getting tired and i told him to just spend the night but he was really against it. i started scratching his back and his neck and next thing i knew he was out of it.

i asked him if he needed a pillow and a blanket and he kinda mumbled yes. okay so i got him one and he laid on the couch for a good 45 minutes and i woke him up, i felt really bad for doing so. i knew he didn’t want to spend the night though so i asked him once again if he did and he said uh huh….but then i gave him an option : i’d take him home cuz i knew how much he didn’t want to spend the night and when he wakes up in the morning he can call me and i’ll go get him and bring him back to get his car. he went for that option.

he is so damn cute when he’s sleeping. he sleeps so peaceful and aww….i just wanted to crawl on the couch and hold him, but unfortunately my couch isn’t that big. *lol* well, i gotta go. i guess i’ll watch tv till my eyes get tired. good night everyone….

ps….i changed my colors obviously becuz that black was just too depressing!! *lol* i wanted something that would make me feel happy….like CLOUDS!!   🙂