Feeling Hated

Was Wrote On : July 15, 2005

" Feeling Hated "

So I feel really alone right now. Unfortunately I feel as though roger wants to break up with me. I admit I was kind of mean to him, but not half as mean as I have been before!! I don’t understand…we’ve been together a year and 4 months now and he’s telling me he never wants to talk to me again! NEVER again!! WHY?

I don’t understand how someone that “loves” me so unconditionally (he’s never said that, but I’m hoping it’s true) can just be one the phone with me and say that. Yes, we were fussing….Yes, it was my fault…Yes, I was being a total bitch…No, I didn’t think he’d think of breaking up with me! I don’t know if he was just pissed or if he was serious. I guess I’ll find out eventually, huh? I don’t think I can handle it if he is serious.

I guess all I can do is cross my fingers and try to talk to him about it. He said he was going to come over and get his Xbox, but I told him I didn’t want him to come over and he pretty much said BULL SHIT…he was getting his Xbox. Guess I’ll write later when I found out a definite answer.