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You know, I don’t really get how people keep doing this. I don’t understand how people live or keep living. I wanna feel something, so I crack open a beer and hope for the best, but I don’t ever feel any better. I feel something thouhgh. There’s a l ot of angere and resentment.  I don’t get it. Don’t get how people live day in and day out.

Going to a  new therapist in a few hours. Don’t know how to excplain all this.;  I wish life was easier. I wish, as a society, our value wasn’t based on the position we hold or the money we make. I’m getting old. Too old. I don’t really understand what I’m suppoised to do next. I don’t get it. How do people do this? Hoiw do people get through life?

I don’t get it.

I don’t.

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September 26, 2018

I ask myself this all the time about life, “How do other people do this? Why can’t I?” But, of course, I have no answers. It sucks to feel like everyone else got some instruction manual that I didn’t.  Hope things get easier and you find a better therapist than you wrote about in your next entry. F that noise, friend.

September 28, 2018

@thecriticsdarling thank you for the kind words. I’m reading a book that’s giving me a lot of insight regarding the dilemmas I’m having regarding the questions I currently have about living. It’s called Happiness is a Serious Problem. Cheers to you, and I hope we can both find the answets were looking for.