surface jealousy
Is it totally wrong of me to be the jealous friend when such a special day happens in less than 24 hours for my friend? I hate feeling this way, but a part of me wants to be the jealous friend. Is it even more wrong to wear a dress to her wedding that is the same color as one of her colors she has chosen? Do you think it screams jealousy? Well, too bad cuz that’s the only dress I brought to wear! But it hurts to be jealous, and hurts even more about what brought on the jealousy. Ugh, I need to get over it! She’s getting married for crying out loud, I should be happy (and I am, honestly) yet this little twinge of jealousy continues to surface and makes me feel like I’m totally betraying my best friend. *sigh* I’m going to bed and praying that the surface jealousy won’t become too much to handle tomorrow. Wish me luck.
Love,
Pathetic me (aka jerseycorazon, the pathetic)
You know…. I’m kinda actually feeling the same way… Except;;; I’m not showing I’m jealous; haha… Nor is mine about my friend getting married…. Just a relationship thing. But I don’t know if it’s good or not either 🙁 I feel like I’m betraying too :[
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Why would you be the jealous friend? That is WHY are you jealous? I know how it feels sometimes, it can really suck, and it always hurts when you’re feeling badly about a good thing for someone you love. If you need anybody to talk to, hon, I’m here, you know that.
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