thought i would never see him again
well, i was at work today and it was about half way threw the day when i walked over to the window like i always do to see how many cars are in the parking lot. I looked down and notised a lisence plate. (im not going to say what it was) But, i knew it was my ex’s Travis. I felt my heart come up in to my throat. I walked back to my register and looked around slowly. I saw him down at the other counter. I didn’t know how to react. He came down to my register to pay for what he got. I guess thats when he realized it was me. He had a blank look on his face and it took everything in me to act fine when he asked how i was doing. I wanted to say, “Well, after the hell you put me threw for 2 1/2 year, im doing just great” I mean what did he expect. In so many ways i wanted to hurt him, right there. But, i knew i was a better person then that. After he left i had the worst feeling in my stomach. Then i sat down and thought about how much better off iam. Just wanting him to know that i am the better person then him.. Made me feel better!!!