This Familiar Bitter Taste

3/28/03

She told me how she felt, that night I saw her in a dream, this is what it looked like…

I dreamed you wouldn’t follow me

I don’t remember why

In my moment of desperation

You simply passed me by

The road was somewhat familar

The path I’d seen before

You had your fingers on my heartstrings

I couldn’t seem to touch yours

My friends were your best company

Until I made my presence known

We walked that road together

As each became our own

Your hand touched mine in intimacy

But I grasped to yours too tight

You left me on that road alone

To face a cold stary night

I couldn’t take back my feelings

And I couldn’t laugh it off

I sat outside our destination

But the thought of “us” was gone

Peace and Love…Mikey

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April 25, 2003

RYN: Yeah, it’s not often you can find a guy who’ll admit to wanting that. Most of my mates want to party or get a good job, but that sort’ve completion is what I want. I thought I had it with my ex, but I was just delusional. Liked this entry, hard to find a fellow male poet who writes about real shit online.

April 25, 2003

heartbreaking..but it’s real, happens every day.

I dont know if my reaction should be to smile or frown. Which ever it is I liked it. ~me PS, long time no talk, how are you?