Trying to be normal

The last few weeks have been so hard. Being weened off venofaxine and back onto citalopram have caused a few issues such as headaches and sickness and stuff. I have felt very mixed up with memories and emotions mixing up inside of me. So many people wanting to hang out and not feeling like I have the time or energy git everyone. Lots of people claiming to like me in a romantic way but just stringing me along and hurting me in the process no wonder I can’t trust anyone anymore. I just want to feel normal again. Normal feelings without feeling like I’m gonna break down always. I feel so broken like ill never pull myself back together again x