Moving

Well since things have turned out differently I’ve decided on some things. After my court situation is finished I’ll be leaving Illinios and I probably will never come back. Life just isn’t what I want it to be and I feel that maybe a new start in a new place is for the best. I’ll be going to Beverly Hills California. Living with my Aunt. What ever I leave here.. stays here.. I dont have many friends that are really good friends and the ones that I have always find some reason to do something else. And I’m having zero luck with women I’m just sick of the way things are going. I hate the police oppressive were having.. I hate having to run around scared.. I hate knowing someones gonna do something to me.. I hate having to be paranoid.. I just want to leave this all behind.. I’ll be turning 21 in october.. I’ll probably change some things about my self. IM already loosing wheight.. and IM altering my apperance.. Ill probably delete my VF page.. Ill probably delete this.. Ill probably delete my MYSPACE page. I’ll probably delete all of my AIM names.. and just start in fresh. If you dont want to be forgotten then please tell me or call me. Those who dont say anything Ill understand how I really ment to you.

 

So long for now.

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June 2, 2006

When are you supposed to be leaving? Mark you know you meant something to me. And you still do. I know things aren’t the same as they used to be. You are more so a best friend to me than anything, you’ve been there for me no matter what I did wrong. You’ve been there for me when I needed you and didn’t have anyone. Maybe if things didn’t fuk up so much when we dated things would be different now..

June 2, 2006

No matter what happens though. Hopefully we can always keep in touch. Have fun in California and hey maybe i’ll come to the west coast and give you a vist sometime i’d love to go out there. You knew I always wanted to. Well hey i’ll see ya around ok gimma a call or something. ~ Ashley

June 29, 2006

i’m sorry to hear about all that 🙁 best of luck with your new life

April 21, 2007

I don’t know you…but wow..it seems like something crazy happened…I wish you good luck.