Snow

We’ve had some fucky weather I tell ya. we had some snow last night and then it rained.. froze.. sleeted.. and melted a little bit and then snowed ontop of that freezing again. So it’s like a nasty winter wonder land out there. The day kind of started off on a bad note. I woke up at 8:45.. I’m never up that early. I haven’t seen kiddy cartoons on tv in a long ass time. Aaaaaaaand aaron just got on how nice.. that’s like a 2 hour conversation right there. Ick. So today I went and picked up my last check from Kohls. My $214 check and some odd cents. Sue was there when I dug through the box to get it. She nar spoke a single fucking word to me. I was kind of hoping she would so I could make a scene. I’m pissed at her anyway. Anyway I went to Target and bought some Mountain Dew.. I’m sick of drinking.. well.. NOTHING so I went and got something good to drink. Then I went to lunch and I inhured my self pretty good. I bashed the hell out of my head. I’ve got a small lump and it hurts pretty good. I said a while back I would post a list of things that needed to be done to my car and that I would update the list as soon as I could see some progress. The things that are done or are going to be completed shortly have a strike out through them.

Change Drivers side Door Panel
Get Tires
Fix Mirrors on both sides and get them painted the same color as the car
Get my Exhaust back up where it’s supposed to be
Change my Intake Gasket
Transmission that was just rebuilt is leaking
Put Dash Back together
Change out Left Tail light
Get Drivers Side Passenger Door Check Replaced
Do the breaks
Solder the connection on my radio harness so the dash can be completed
Adjust Window Regulator on the Driver and Passenger Front Doors.
Install Airbag ECM Module
Install ABS Sensor
Get light bulb for the trunk
Fix the headlight black eye.

I’ve got some things that might also be able to be pulled off too. These are in BOLD. There are other things that need to be done but I need to able to have the car, Drive, Run perfect, and Stop.

I talked to heather for quite a while earlier about 2 and half hours I’d say. We talked about how things are going and what’s been going on in our lives. We’ve been talking about us for a while actually. She told me tonight how she really feels about me and how her feelings for me have grown more and more. And I expressed to her that I feel the same way and the only real thing between us is a couple state borders. So when my car gets finished I planned on taking a ride out and see her I’ve got to have a couple bux to go too. It’ll be alright. Just seemed like tonight had alot more heart behind it. It’s like alot of things that I realized were true. She listened to me gab about issues in my life and I listened to her gab about things going on in her life. Im really happy that shes going to college. Im happy for anyone who goes to college. I can’t afford and as much as I want to go in the fall its not going to happen. The courses arent too much maybe 400 or 500 for a good setup at Rockvalley. But I’m really glad that she can push an ambition like college and hold some good responsibility at home. Maybe I’m not expressing what I’m feeling very well but I know that she understands how I’m feeling and I understand how shes feeling. In way we kind of are in a relationship as she puts it and I kinda felt that way too. Only deal is the milage between us. I have to say that I’m not going to let her hopes down. I care about her too I admit that. Other news…

I talked to Jeremey for about an hour last night as well. I asked him if he thought I was a bad friend because I’m not hanging out with him as much. I told him I that I want to hang out it’s just that I litterally cant because of my car situation ya know. And when I was dating Staci I really couldn’t hang with him. I miss the summer months. A group of like 12 or 14 of us would all hang out. It was fucking fun I miss those days. Summer comming back and that evil thing called a school wont be in then. Then I can hang with all my freinds again YAY! Anyway I already typed this once and lost it all So im going to post it before I loose it again.