her eyes…her life..gone

If I had a choice

I would not dream

For my dreams only bring me pain

In this dream

I held a child

My child

And many times I’ve dreamed of her

Of her beautiful green eyes

But not this time

I held her with tears running down my face

I couldn’t see the sparkel in her eyes

I couldn’t see anything

She was in my arms

But it felt like she was gone