you are my pain

I’m walking and waiting without a care

Hoping and hating this

Those are things that i cannot bear

Do you think you can walk right into my life and fuck it up??

There is hell in my eyes… that’s no surprise!

When I touch you I feel his touch

When I touch you I feel dead inside

I hate you!

Do you see the hell in my eyes?

I’ve lived my life without you

It tears me apart to know you

We’ve made it this far

Yet you play games with my heart

I’ve killed a million souls

But I couldn’t bear to kill you

Do you see the emptyness in my eyes

When I touch you, I die a little inside

This no longer feels like love

I have no more energy to be with you

You are my pain inside

To love means to forgive

But to forgive is something i can never do