I really want to write everyday.

I really do.  That was my goal, to document my growth and shrinking.

Excuses are what got in my way.  “It was too hard” *rolls eyes*,

Some things going on in my life:

  • Limpy is getting worse.  Today he was walking sideways.  It looks like his hip is displaced.  He can sort of use his leg but has no balance.  Animals amaze me.  He has adapted by either laying down or leaning against something while eating.
  • Someone from my past asked me to be their mentor.  I said yes.  Apparently, they think I can teach them how to be “a better person”, and I have lots to share.  I question that, but who am I to judge.  All I can do is help hem feel better about themselves and provide support.
  • My Youtube channel is coming along.  Everyone I’ve pitched the idea to loved it and expressed how it’s perfect for me.
  • The virtual assistant idea is just there.  It’s good money, but I retired for a reason.
  • Starting Monday, I’m getting back to my diet.  Again, like not writing in here, excuses lead to a complete relapse.
  • Orphiac is coming along.  There are some issues with direction and focus, but that happens in all companies.  Plus, while I love my partner, he isn’t always the best at communicating and I don’t ask questions.

Overall life is good.  The only complaint I have is how boring it is.  I think having a new project that I’m passionate about will help.

Tigger is doing really well.  Other than what seems like her mental state deteriorating, she is in excellent health for a 16-year-old cat.

Yea, I don’t have much to talk about.  Mostly life is very dull these days.  The squirrels are getting more than peanuts now.  Ever since I found out peanuts are bad for them, they are used as a lure for the healthy alternatives.

The worst part of the last few weeks is how lonely I feel.  There are people around me, but I don’t feel any real connection to them.

Now that my business partner wrote his P.eng exam, we are getting back to work on Orphiac.  We will also have a lot more time together.  We seem to feed off each other.  We were talking tonight and realized how we near perfectly complement each other’s life.

Okay, need to save some stuff for tomorrow in case nothing exciting happens.

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August 11, 2018

I think you’re doing well, and you are getting back on track with diet and exercise. I know about being lonely, so I spend a lot of time online. This is probably not good, but, I feel in touch with people, and it helps. I’m sorry about Limpy, and your cat’s mental status. Take care of your self.