08/15/2010
Destruction. Destroyer. Wreaker of havoc. Mend not, fix not. Simply do I rend.
So much against my nature.
So much against my desire.
Yet I hurt. Always do I hurt. I try to help, to heal to nurture. But I don’t. Do I?
I always fuck up. Hurt someone.
Fucking whore. Fucking waste. Fucking shit.
Self hatred is so easy. Destroy myself from the inside out.
I’ll be ashamed of this later, if I don’t just delete it.
=( I don’t see you that way at all. But you’re right self-hatred is so easy and unfortunately many of us fall victim to it. I happen to think you’re beautiful inside and out, don’t be so hard on yourself (I know it’s easier said than done). Take care, *Hugs*
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