Text #5

This may seem creepy for you, so its up to you if you’ll read this or not. You know, I really really want to meet you and get to know you more. But it seems like you’re no longer that person whom I get to text with when we first met. I’m sorry for trying to stick around and for being so persistent. You must be really really annoyed and just can’t tell me that directly. I now understand that you’re just being nice to me when you’re forced to reply. Now, I don’t understand myself why I even consider you on deciding whether to take this job abroad or stay and hope that you would still want to meet me. I honestly have nothing to lose because I’m happy with my life here and thought that it could be happier if we meet. It’s crazy but you were the first person that I pictured a family with. But then there’s this fact that you’re already acting differently towards me. That you don’t want me, just as you said you wanted me before. This breaks my heart but I can’t hold on to something that’s never even there and I’m not meant to be taken for granted. It makes me sad but I’m really hoping for the best for you. I wish you have been more honest to hurt me. Than say it’s okay but you don’t mean it. Too bad, I believed in every word you said. Thank you for the time, and making me happy for a little while. Don’t worry, I’m not too dumb to notice. Good luck!