Text #2
So there I failed on not texting him. But unlike before, I couldn’t tell him everything anymore. I can only say Hi’s and Hello’s with no chances of getting a reply from him.
“Hey! I’m just about to sleep when I thought of you. I’ve been wanting to text you, ask you how you’re doing, how busy you are at work, and tell you that you need to rest. I’m hoping we could have that video call again or at least see a picture of you. I miss your smile and I miss you. But I do understand that you really don’t feel the same way. I’m just this pathetic random girl trying to get your attention.”
What do you think would happen if you texted him what you truely wanted to say?
You would get it out of your system and allow you to properly disconnect from him because you’d no longer have these thoughts and feelings being bottled. He would know how and what you think of him and then allowing yourself and him to have space would give him time to process things.
@gethimoutofmyhead he doesn’t want online relationship. Me, neither. But he doesn’t understand that. You know how girl tends to be when we are interested with someone. We spend time to get to know that person, but it doesn’t always mean that we would want to be in a relationship instantly with that person. So I’d rather keep it for myself, that explain so many things. 😩
@justanotherrandomgirl Do you guys live really far away from each other? Maybe if he knows how you feel he could act on it? Because, like you, he might just prefer to play it cool for fear of having to explain his feelings and being rejected.
Read this. It’s well written and a bit of an eye-opener ❤
https://www.opendiary.com/m/orangelady/please-dont-go-14-5265293/#comment-27282844
@gethimoutofmyhead yes, like reqlly far away. He wants to play it cause he doesn’t want to give his heart easily as well. Which I understand because it goes the same for me.
By the way, thanks for taking time on reading my entries and giving me some advice. I really appreciate it.
@gethimoutofmyhead so should I buy that damn ticket? Hehe i’d probably do if I could get a visa. It’s difficult for me to go to him and easy for him to visit me. So I have to wait and see what I can do. Sad life! 😥
@justanotherrandomgirl No problem at all. I like this site because it is so good for allowing others to interact and give advice and I think that part makes getting through this stuff less difficult because it makes you feel like you’re not alone. And you’re not! So I’m happy to comment as much as you need in order to help you because you’ve done the same and I’m so grateful 😊
Is meeting literally halfway on option?
@gethimoutofmyhead we both don’t want to start a relationshio online and would want to meet first. It’s a bit serious, because we’re both looking for marriage and thought that it’s something we couldn’t rush online. He plans to visit PH this year, hope so. It’s hard when you only met online and don’t know how truthful he is with his words.
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