NoJoMo Day 15

Oops….missed another day!  I do apologize, but as of yesterday I had been more than 24 hours without sleep, my anxiety level was through the roof, and any entry I might have attempted to write would have probably not made a whole lot of sense.  I’m happy to report I’m feeling much better today!  I think the shrink has come up with a good medication plan, I got a good night’s sleep last night night, and I actually got up at a decent time today, showered, and ventured out…yay me!! 🙂

I have gotten soooo many deliveries of Christmas gifts over the past few days…I love it!!  I’m gonna go dig out the wrapping paper and start wrapping, cuz several of them are for the hubby and he’s nosy! LOL.

During fervent prayer sessions over the last couple of days I came to the realization that through God, I am strong…stronger than any urges I may get to do things that I know are wrong.  God believes in me, He loves me, and through Him, I can overcome anything!  There will be temptations, I’m sure….but I have faith…in God, and in myself.  I think losing my job messed with my head on many levels, but it’s time to let it go.  Everything happens for a reason, and I have to believe that God has something better in mind for me….I know He does!

Remember the other day I wrote about my son’s sudden lack of faith and belief in God?  What worries me about this is that I think his wife may have a hand in it.  Mia wasn’t brought up believing or with faith, and now that she and Josh are married, her whole personality has changed quite a bit.  She’s not as sweet as she was when we all first met her….she seems rather cold and standoffish now.  Her attitude now is almost like "we’re married now, so I can drop the act."  I pray I’m wrong. 

I’m going to be in Illinois for almost two weeks in December, pet-sitting for my friends Jen and Erik while they’re in California.  I’m really looking forward to it….I’ll be able to get in lots of BFF time, and it’ll just be nice to get away for a while. 

Saturday night – Breaking Dawn 2 and sushi with Stacey……CAN’T WAIT!!!!

I hope you’ve all had a wonderful day!  Much love….xoxo