Maybe this is the way the world ends…

Okay so recently I haven’t had that much on my plate in terms of things to do, but I’ve also not had that much on my plate in the form of energy to do the random things I usually do anyway. I haven’t seen Steve in about a week now, I was supposed to see him on thursday but he went out somewhere and I was in a nicotine-deprived anger at the world so I didn’t have the patience to hang around waiting for him.

So instead I went back home and decided instead to stay in and watch my new addiction, Boston Legal. Steve then text me saying he was nearly home and that I could still go round if I wanted, by this time though I was on the short countdown to the start of Boston Legal and I’ve only ever missed it for one person!

So yeah I went to CockWorld last friday and got myself a new girlfriend ^_^ she’s incredibly sweet, very relaxed and carefree (usually). I just have the usual paranoia problems. Feeling inadequate and what-not. It’s looking to be a fun and enjoyable relationship so far!

I’ve spent way too much time getting drunk recently though, it appears to be all I’m doing these days! I mean I know I’ve always drunk a lot but usually I would visit people and have a laugh and everything and I just don’t seem to be doing that recently. I can’t blame it on my girlfriend because I started this before we even started going out. Maybe I just need to relax a little and look for the nice side of life instead of the misery and negativity that I usually look for.

Well either way I’m sat here listening to Alter Bridge and One Winged Angel, preparing to go out again and drink copious amounts of wine and have a laugh with “the missus” and her friends. Should all be cool as long as it doesn’t get too warm in this establishment that we are attending!