what it feels like for a girl.

anyways.

toinght i roughed out the deisng… only technicalities remain.

i dont like it.  i’m not really happy with it, but it will have to do… i dont have any creative juices that can fix the design right now.  its stale in my opinion.

and oddly enough of everything i did todya, an honest simple hug from someone was the most memorable.  and i dont really know why….

will and grace almost made me cry tonight…. because the more i watch it, the more i see myself in grace… oi.

while the rest of the house went to the winery, i stayed here.. .i haven’t done any design work in over an hour… only played loud music… trying to find some consolation for the emptyness that i feel right now.